Memory

Memory is a funny thing

Ever wake up to a memory and think "did I dream that? Did that really happen?"

Of course you have, we all have.

I still get flashes and recollections of things from when I was extremely sick and out of it from the liver and kidney problems.

These are not good memories.

Caution - Gross tale

The worst one struck me the other day.

Apparently, while I was very sick, I was having gut problems, a likely symptom of graft-vs-host-disease. You'll recall this is where the new immune system rejects organs in you, its new host. A common, and eventually harmless, when treated, manifestation of gvhd. But like aliens armed with anal probes, I was whisked away by a pack of gastro docs for the most invasive colonoscopy in the history of colons.

Things were shoved and penetrated, biopsies were taken, I was violated in a flurry of activity. No dignity in the life of a patient.

But what's so interesting to me is how my mind completely shut this memory down until recently.

Memory is a funny thing.

Quick hit on Brentuximab

Many wind up this page looking for information on and experiences with the drug Brentuximab vedotin (or by its commercial name, Adcetris). This drug targets my systemic anaplastic large cell lymphoma very directly, and effectively saved my life. It put my stage 4 cancer into remission in just a couple of months.

Well, its manufacturer, Seattle Genetics, recently presented results showing very positive survival rates at four years among those who achieved remission by using Brentuximab. Good news.

Bits, bobs, other things

You can now follow @Chemo__Brain (double underscore) on Twitter. Just click the new follow button on the right side of the blog.

If you get a moment, please check out the story of Ottawa's young, courageous Phoebe Rose.

A fascinating essay from scientist Oliver Sacks on finding out he has terminal cancer.

And master documentary filmmaker Ken Burns has a new documentary coming out in March 30 on PBS based on the Pulitzer Prize winning book, Cancer - The Emperor of all Maladies.

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